I want to start out by saying that I am proud to call myself a christian and a follower of Jesus Christ! This blog is about the most important thing JESUS! I will be giving you devotions and personal thoughts in this blog. I would more then love for you to follow my blog and develop a relationship with Jesus Christ!
I want to start off by sharing with you how I met Jesus. And how HE changed my life!:D
It starts off when I was very young the age of 9 to be exact. I was saved by the Grace of God, I was baptized 2 weeks prior to that on June 15, 2005 !:D The absolute best day of my life!:) The pure bliss you feel when you come out of the water is breath taking!:D after that things begin to look down:/ my father abused me from the time I was 6 to the age of 10 and I never told a soul until I was 12. My Mom and Dad got a divorce when 2 months after I was baptized, this put a damper on my relationship with God. It made it hard to let go and trust anyone. I always thought this was my fault and I took it out on myself!:/ I got into a lot of bad stuff after this. I took drugs, drank, and cut myself a lot. I was consumed with all the hurt I felt inside but would hide with a smile. I was in constant thought about suicide and hated myself! I was so lost and needed to be found. When I was 12 I told my Aunt about my Dad and went to court for 3 years. I always felt judged by Christians which made it much worse, I felt worthless:/ The summer after I told my aunt about the abuse I rededicated my life to CHRIST!:D Though things remained to bring me down God continually showed me HIS love for me and gradually began to built a relationship with HIM again. And though I had my days and nights of "giving up" that is when HE held me closer. I struggled with my relationship with God for 1 1/2 year, things got hard, within 2 years I lost most of my family during conflict in court, a few best friends, my church , my father, and my school. However the summer of 2010( I was 14) I TOTALLY surrendered my life to CHRIST and have never been the same!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...I will not be able to tell you the day but I know the I fell to my knees and begged HIM to take my life!:D the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is my testimony!...That is how I met CHRIST!..I will continue telling you more about my relationship with God and what He is doing in my life!!!!!!:) if you have any questions feel free to ask!:)
And Jesus said "Come to me all that is weak and burdened, and I will give you rest"-Matthew 11:28
AND THAT IS WHEN YOU GET JESUS JOY!!!!!!!!:D
I LOVE JESUS!:D
